I'm pretty sure I wrote about this awhile ago, but I might as well mention it again. Back in 2011 I had a miscarriage. Since then my husband and I haven't had a successful pregnancy. Each month has been filled with frustration and agitation as every woman's most hated aunt returns for her visit.

This has led me to question why JR and I are trying so hard and why did I stop doing some things I started over the summer. 
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To answer the first question all I have to do is look at this stinkin' adorable face and I just know why we want another child. Harry is such a wonderful kid. He's kind and gentle most of the time. He's also a silly handful that I can't seem to get enough of. 

Jr and I just really want to give him a brother (because we know the gene pool on his side of the family is filled with all x's) to play with and have a bond with. Something I wish would have happened along time ago.

So, what have we done to help our chances? I did go see my OB/GYN awhile back (like 2 almost 3 years ago) about it. Now we just can't afford the doctor visit. (Thank you Obamacare.) I've tried tracking my temps before, but they were all over creation. There was never a real stable reading. One night I was over heated my temp was at 97 something and then next night I was fine and my temp was at 96 something. Heck even when I was comfortable my temps were all over.

So here is my goal: start taking and tracking my temps again. Who knows, maybe they're settling down. Also, I really need to go to the doctor for my yearly visit that is at least 2 years over due. Finally, back to the losing weight thing. I am glad to say that I'm under 190, but that varies by day and time of month.

Oh well. It's a new year. Maybe we'll get our rainbow baby in 2014. 




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